Lately I feel like it is funny how things happen and turn out. So many things have come apart, but then there are things that have come together so well. I guess I have learned to almost expect the unexpected.

I took a lot of chances this school year with academics and friends and men. Academically I don't know where I am going now, but I am trying not to let it consume me anymore. I am trying to get into nursing school because I still love the medical field, and whatever happens will happen. The important thing is that I am doing my best.

I think I have learned who true friends are. They are the ones who will be there for me through tough times and in good times. I feel lucky to have such good people in my life.

As for men, I know I have made a big mistake. I thought taking a chance with someone new wouldn't hurt me but it has. The person that I came to know, turned out to be a person I didn't know at all. But I feel like it was something that happened that was there for me to learn from. I also believe it was there to help another relationship come back together. Even though we have been through so many ups and downs, he is still the person I turn to, the one I trust. And trust, being able to talk to him and knowing that he wont judge, trust is everything. And after all this time and everything that has happened, he is still my friend. I will always be thankful for him helping me get through so many hardships.

I know what is important to me now. When I was younger it was my family, and skating, and music, and friends that were important. And I used to think that mainly what you did defined who you are; I was the skater or band geek. But it is not about that. It is about being a good person and letting your individual personality show through. What is important to me now is my family, my true friends, and to follow my heart.

I asked for things to get better and it just got worse.

UNE won't let me start classes till 2010 now, completely going back on what they told me months ago. I already withdrew from WSC.

This can't be happening.

Where do I go from here?

I hope things get better.

Things will get better.

I'm happy, I just wish that things weren't so hard.

WSC I am tired of you sucking. You can't just change your standards around on us and then if we dont meet those after you made the changes, make us an entire year behind. And now on top of that you extend the grad school for another year. I am sorry but I am not going to go to school for 7 years at a state school for a masters. I can be a doctor in that amount of time! I'm sick of colleges not giving a damn about their students. I have had it! GOODBYE!

I will be attending University of New England next semester in Maine. They are giving me two scholarships so I can't pass that up. Hopefully this way I can get my masters in 5 years.

I had some great dates :)

He is pretty much the most adorable person ever.

So this summer has been interesting and fun.

Tomorrow is my last day working at the Adirondack Club camps. Its been a lot of fun with the kids but there has also been so much unnecessary drama. I really don't appreciate it when things outside of work become work related. And I don't like the immaturity of some of the counselors. The drama just needs to stay at home and not be around work. I hope that next summer I can work in a more professional environment.

This summer I have also done a lot of exciting activities! I went to the Sox game with Adrian which was so much fun. It was so nice of him to drive from NY to home to Boston and back to NY in one day and bring me to the game. At the start of the summer I did a nice beach trip with Jules and went to see REM/Modest Mouse/The National with her. I was also able to go into Boston for the 4th of July fireworks. Recently I went to see Bruce Springsteen in Foxboro, and that was a night to remember because of the intense storm that went on. Also, last weekend was Baker's 21st birthday so we got to go to 6 flags and I RODE SUPERMAN! :D OH I should also add that I went to see The Dark Knight in IMAX and that was pretty amazing as well.

Over all I think this summer has been pretty awesome. I mean there are some things I wish had happened, and some things I wish didn't happen, and some things I wish I could take back. But I don't know...I feel like some things will start to balance out again soon.

My summer has started YAY :)

Screw you worcester state!

I just want it to be summer.

I am tired of the girls partying thursday, friday, saturday, and whenever they feel like it. And being extremely inconsiderate. They get drunk in my room before they even leave to go to the WPI frats and I am left with the alcohol mess. And then they have the nerve to tell me that I can't have Eric over. HAH! I am having friends over I AM HAVING MY FRIENDS OVER WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT!

And more importantly I AM FINISHED WITH THE MEN HERE! They just want their booze, their drugs, and sex. IDIOTS!


Summer please come soon.


The End.

And now he wants phone sex! MY GOD this is SO GROSS. I can't handle this. I can't. I can't deal with this on my spring break. HOW MANY TIMES CAN I SAY LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.

I want my prince charming/husband now. I don't want any more jerks in my life. I want my prince.

Ok it so NOT NOT NOT appropriate to call at 4 in the morning and ask for sex. How many times can I say GO THE FUCK AWAY! Seriously you think that saying "I want to fuck you" is going to get my attention. Why the hell is everything about sex? GOD DAMN IT. If you want sex GO ASK YOUR GIRLFRIEND!


Once again I hate the stupidity and immaturity of men at this school. It's disgusting! I am so aggravated. I can't handle it. How do men go off thinking that they can treat women this way?


The only reason why I hang out with the guys at this school is because they are the ones who have the videogames I play...not because I want to do anything else with them.

I don't understand how britney spears picking out a pregnancy test is news worthy. Seriously what is this world coming to? So many news stations now do segments on celebrities. And what is so great about them? NOTHING. They aren't curing cancer. They are picking out a damn pregnancy test. THAT'S NOT NEWS! THAT'S STUPID PEOPLE WHO HAVE NO LIFE BUT TO STALK OTHER STUPID PEOPLE WITH CAMERAS!

The news isn't real news anymore.

Ugh sorry just a little aggravated.

Another random entry...yup I'm bored. Oh and Happy New Year everyone!

Just thinking...what ever happened to Michelle? I mean she missed the olympics and then dropped off the face of the earth. Shes my favorite skater. Yeah I have been watching lots of skating on TV. I hope that I see her some place or hear something about her. I don't get skating magazine anymore so I haven't been able to keep up. Sorry this is weird...just wondering what happened to her. I miss her. Haha.

I want to skate soon! Anyone up for public skating?

HAPPY 2008!

So Jason got his BU class ring a few days ago before Christmas so I decided today to go get my FHS one. And well... I guess I really have lost weight since high school because it is too big for my ring finger now and my middle finger, but it is too small for my pointer finger. I can't even wear it because I am too scared I might lose it.

It's just weird. I knew I lost muscle when I stopped skating...I just didn't realize that my ring size changed too. I mean is that normal? I mean I know ring sizes change due to temperature and the time of day. But size 7 to size 5? Sorry this is a weird entry.

I want to be appreciated.

Haha I'm a dork...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SMhCDvzr3nY&NR=1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGO1awZX0nQ

Done and I survived Neuroscience.

Ask me a question about nerves and I bet I can answer it! Haha

I should be done by December 14th. YAY!

Now time for the weeks of hell.

It snowed today. :)

I'm home for Thanksgiving only not really. I will be visiting family for most of the week so please call.

I give up